Very First Post

Waaaasssssup

Jadi akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk blog and tell lagi. Posts sebelumnya udah aku hapus karena busuk banget bacanya juga males. And I'd like to thank Naomi & bu Nunik yang udah bikin aku semangat nulis untuk menghibur :"D

Terus sekarang, I don't know exactly about what I'm feeling right now. My mood like..... swings, from good to bad, and vice versa. I felt like I have no one to talk with, and even if I had one, I don't know what I'm gonna talk about uuuuuuuum or maybe I know but I just can't form it to the good words to be talked to.

...or maybe I should just write it down here,

I miss everything that used to be.

Firstly, I miss living in bekasi. I really do. Besok udah balik ke Bengkulu aja. Padahal di sini, Bekasi, baru semingguan. Gak berasa apa-apa makanya. Ini sekarang nulisnya lagi di Tanjung Priok sih. Malem ini sama ayah. Kemarin malem sama mama, mama nangis pas aku siap-siap buat balik ke Bengkulu lagi. Nenek juga sedih kayaknya. Cicik juga. Kalau aku lagi di Bengkulu, sometimes, when I'm tired with people or school task(s and I went to my room, I felt warm around me and it's like mama was just like beside me, hugged me very tight and I closed my eyes to visualized mama's face :") mama, we will never be apart.

Begitu juga sama ayah, kalo ada apa-apa pasti orang yang dikontak pertama kali ya.. ayah. It's like he always got my back tapi dia juga bantu aku to spread my wings gitu. Untuk keluargaku tersayang di Bekasi/Jakarta, kalian kayaknya gak bakal baca ini deh, tapi aku mau bilang, I always have you guys in every prays that I prayed, I will miss y'all, and I will always do until I come back again.

Second, I miss my junior high school bebes. I miss studying together, having our lunch together, sharing our laughter and gembel jokes together at the podium or in the corridor, gibahin jablays dopul, doing our weirdos stuff, and much much much more. I just miss you guys so muuuucho, no exception. Beberapa ada yang udah berubah sih jadi sok klesi dan gak mau gabung sama yang bobrok, tapi bodo amat. Kemarin aku cuma ketemu sama Dila, Pipau, dan Jasmine. Belum sempet ketemu yang lain. Tapi pasti kita kumpul bareng lagi kan :"D harusnya hari ini ketemu Kiara sama Naomi. Tapi halangannya banyak bener. Nanti kita ketemu ya semuanya sama yang anak-anak rantau kayak Anggie dan Pipit juga harus kumpul komplit kayak dulu. I still remember the first time I knew you guys, its just recorded very clearly in my mind. And it's worth to be remembered, and if I looked back, I always smile because it's beautiful. 🍭💖

Third, I miss my high school friends... and him.

YEA kangen aku bantuin temen-temen di sana doing their remedials, chasing afters teachers, dan omongan mereka yang kocak. Ah, aku inget belum beliin kalian oleh-oleh!!! Yaudah nanti aku kasih biskuit aja ya dari nenekku tuh biskuitnya yeu. Terus aku juga kangen.... dia. CiaaAAAaAaA. Jadi inget kata mama, jangan sampe kecantol cowok sana aja, nanti pasti gak mau pulang. Ah tapi enggak kok.... aku masih mau pulang ke Pulau Jawa. Se-fucked up-nya pulau ini juga. Gak mau deh tinggal di Bengkulu, membosankan. Untungnya ada temen-temen yang seru kayak di sekolah hahaha. Setiap hari ada aja hiburan yang beda. Iya, beda banget gak kayak yang biasanya aku dari sd liat. Terus ngomongin.. um.. dia. Dia belum bales text aku di facebook. Yaudah

That's all.

And i feel better now

Thanks bloggie!

Tomorrow gonna be my super tiring day because I gotta go to Sumatera

Well, 

Xx,

Fralatania